xmas wishlist.

it's almost christmas. i haven't really thought about much that i want. but, i figured i'd make a wishlist anyways.
so, here goes!

 

 

i love all of these shirts. the last one is definitely my motto for life right now. i really want the "my life rocks" shirt and the "fix health care or die" shirt. i'm too broke to buy them, though hahaha. they are the shiiiiit. check out the website printliberation.com for more.

still want some tom's shoes.

hair extensions. i want looooong hair so bad.

i also really, really REALLY want a sewing machine. i'd love to be able to sew and make all kinds of cute crafty things. i'd also like to have sewing lessons. hahaha.

 

i really need new bras. badly.

that's really all i can think of right now. i need to go shower and get ready to leave for the night. see ya later, folks.

procrastinating.

i have a whole list of things to blog about later.

right now i just need to find the motivation to get ready for work, and deal with old ladies who throw fits when they think their coupons haven't saved them as much as they should.

i love my job. :|

haters.

pissed off. angry. over it.

at the end of the day, and more than anything ever, i wish that not every other member of my immediate family was a total doucher. it would be really nice to have a support system and come home knowing that if i mess up, there are people waiting to help, encourage, and motivate. sometimes it gets really hard trying to do good and be the best person i know how to be when i have no role models, or any reason to practice when i'm 'home'.

it's hard to always keep a postitve attitude. but i am trying my best. and that is the only thing i can do. so, i guess that is just going to have to be good enough.

real quick!

i need to be getting ready for work. and i just saw this on weheartit.com and i wanted to post it.

i was really happy to see this. i figured the ideal size for a man would be like, a two. i'm glad it isn't though. i'm definitely not! but i just thought these ladies were sexy. and i wish my butt looked a lot more like Anna's. hooray for sexy average sized ladies!!! 

today is turkey day.

and i have to work.

buuut, before i go here are a couple of things i'm thankful for.
-i know i've been nonstop complaining about working at walgreens, but yesterday i got my first paycheck and it was glorious. and it was much MUCH more than i expected it to be. i just wanted to rip it out of my managers hand and go christmas shopping right then and there. so, even though it's shitty, i'm very thankful to have a job and a paycheck.
-i'm thankful for nathan mckinney. and i hope we're life partners forever. 4 1/2 years of friendship and 1 1/2 years of crazy wacky dateship. loooooove you.
-i'm thankful for april d. ridner. and i hope we're best friends forever. 8+ years of friendship. luh you.
-i'm thankful for my sister, my brother-in-law and their baby jonas. the cutest baby in the galaxy.
-i'm thankful for new friendships. hey heather!
-i'm also kinda thankful for having to work today so i don't eat way way waaaaay too much.

black friday shopping in the morning. kinda scared. i've never been. and don't really know what to expect. i just hope someone doesn't try to stab me over a television set. i just wanna find some good deals!

i have to get ready for work now. have a happy turkey day!

nephew jonas!

tomorrow is my nephew's first birthday. i'm bummed that i have to work the whole day, but i do get off in time to make it to the party. i just know it's going to be so precious. he's adorable.

Also, today i got a bunch of new craft pretties all for one dollar. so, that was really exciting!  hopefully i can get motivated and get things going. blah. gotta go!

help!!!

is this comforter real? if this thing exists, i want it. and i want it now. i'm not even kidding. love, love, love it.

help me find it in real life? please?