Monday, March 29, 2010

fat days.

I feel like i've been ran over with the low self esteem bus. The last few days i have felt terrible about everything. Yesterday i was feeling fat and gross and thought my boobs looked weird and saggy. Today i still feel fat, but haven't really given much thought to the saggy boob part of it all.

I tried to go through some old pictures tonight to assure myself that i wasn't as gross as i thought i was, and that i was just being a silly girl. Then that idea turned into an epic fail, when i realized i looked fat and gross in all of them! I know i'm just being a wacky woman, I never really feel gross or fat, because i know that i'm not either of those things. I guess i'm just having one of those days. I'll walk by a mirror and catch a glimpse of myself and get grossed out, when typically i would have never even given it a second thought. I hardly ever have this mentality, so, i wish it would just go away already! I want to get back to normal!

Hopefully i will snap out of this rotten mood immediately. In the mean time, here is a photo dump of the gorgeous Christina Hendricks.
Check out the curves on this woman.


  1. she's a bodacious babe, and so are you! we all have those days, don't give it too much thought! <3

  2. christina hendricks is ridiculous. she just sits there and is like "yes, i am a woman." it's wonderful.
    but you know you're beautiful, dear, so don't let your mind play tricks on you.

  3. Alexis & Kayla- I know, isn't Christina Hendricks incredible? Man oh man! Thank you both for your kind words. I'm feeling much better about things today! You're both so lovely!

  4. I have no idea who that lady is! But she is pretty. So are you! And if anyone should be totally immune to having "fat and gross days", it should be you! Your brain should not even know what those are. I'm glad you're feeling better about it today though, those days are the worst.

  5. yeah...just shake it off! it's easier said than done, but whenever I get down and out about my looks, weight, etc. i just have to stop! otherwise it's a downward spiral :) i'm going to a spin class to counteract the thoughts today!