I'm not really dealing well with change right now. I'm very thankful for the friends i have, i love them all dearly. Sometimes it's just easy for me to get caught up in feeling nostalgic. I've grown up a lot differently than most of friends, and dealt with a lot of things that they haven't. I want to shield them from everything in this world that's bad, give them advice, lead them in the right direction based on my experiences. But sometimes they don't want my advice. And it really hurts me feelings. I just want to help.